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Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Dear Jennifer Hudson (Week 12)

Dear Jennifer Hudson,

I'm totally frustrated with my weight loss situation. :0( It seems that I get to a super low weight by Saturday mornings, and then something magical (not in a positive way) happens, and the number on the scale rises over the weekend.

Now, last week I had the excuse of it being my anniversary weekend, so I totally understand why I gained weight over that weekend. But, this weekend, I was perfect...PERFECT on my diet, and on Saturday I gained 2 pounds for no reason, and on Sunday I gained another pound for no reason. ANNOYING! Monday, I blew my diet, so I understand why I had gained even more weight that day, but seriously, I was down 4.5 pounds for the week on Saturday morning, and by the time I weighed in at my WW meeting on Tuesday morning, I gained .8 for the week. So discouraging. :0(

My total weight loss since I started this journey with WW, is exactly 20 pounds. I've been at this for 12 weeks, and my personal goal was to average 2 pounds lost per week...or 10 pounds lost per month. I should be down at least 24 pounds (if going by the weekly goal), and down almost 30 pounds (if going by the monthly goal) so far. I'm far from that. :0(

In the last 2 weeks I have reintroduced sugar into my diet, since doing the no-sugar challenge with my girlfriend. As of today, we have both started another no-sugar challenge that will take us through the end of April. Hopefully that will yield positive results again on the scale.

Also, I haven't been to the gym since Saturday morning. My daughter has been really sick with the cough/fever that has been going around, and so we have been holding down the fort at home for the most part. I've had to bust out my aerobic VHS videos that I remember using in the ages of the dinosaurs. ;0) It brought back good memories. And during that phase, I did lose quite a bit of weight. I was the lowest I have been in my adult life...







But these videos don't do much for me now. I barely break a sweat. 5 to 6 years ago, these videos were a GREAT burn...I would huff and puff my way through them. They were perfect for that season. And even though I am much larger now, than I was back then, I am WAY STRONGER in this season of my life. I am a marathon runner...a cardio queen (well, if you knew my friend Katie, she is the cardio queen...so maybe that makes me the cardio princess???...I'm cool with that!). After all, apparently, even toddlers can do these videos...



HAHAHAHA!

But no, I will still give myself props. These videos were all I had to work with...and so I did them. They are a 30 minute workout...and instead of doing it just one time, I went back (rewound the tape...do you remember the days of rewinding tapes???) and did it 2 more times, for a 90 minute workout...hoping it would do SOME good, lol!

I went to a birthday party this weekend. My mom threw a beautiful brunch for her bestie. She had such amazing food, that even the butter and syrup looked good enough to eat on their own!...



But I stuck to fruit...



...and more fruit...



...and when it came time to really eat, I let myself have 1 orange nut waffle, and more...fruit...



So that's why I was annoyed to have gained weight. I stayed away from all of the fun drinks, the mini-muffins, gorgeous savory egg casseroles, a second waffle, bacon, sausage, and the favors...gourmet chocolate bars!...



Grrrrrr!

(Deep breath) I'm going to keep on, keepin' on.

Your Biggest Fan,
Elizabeth

P.S. Your book finally became available to me at the library this past week. Thanks to my daughter being sick (which resulted in a lot of down time at home), and thanks to the double spacing on the pages, I powered through that baby this weekend! I LOOOOOOOVED it! I loved reading all about YOU!...the way you thought/think about yourself...and the way others thought/think about you. Such an encouraging and motivating read. It was so neat to read about your journey to and through American Idol, your Dreamgirls experience, your success on Weight Watchers, and your family's success on Weight Watchers...over 2000 pounds lost for any family is a MAJOR achievement! I am going to tell everyone that reads my blog just how much I LOVED your book! It felt like I was sitting down and having a gab-fest with a girlfriend...GREAT JOB!...well written! :0)

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Feeling Green...some of us, more than others.

The first part of our week was fairly routine, and uneventful...in fact, I didn't even take out my camera until Thursday!

Waking up to this cutie was cause to take the camera out of it's case!...



On Thursday, we also met with my prior employers...Trisha & Judy of RE/MAX Associates. Twice a year they have big marketing/holiday projects that I can help them with from home. And yep, at this time of year, it's their massive Easter Egg Hunt they are preparing for! For as long as I can remember...over 10 years...I have stuffed the Easter eggs for their egg hunt.





This year, I had 2 EAGER helpers!! And honestly, they were both EXCELLENT at their tasks!



We have a total of 1500 eggs to stuff...and we are almost done! :0)

This week, I had the rare privilege of watching my Bumble Bea fall asleep in my arms. This girl NEVER takes a nap anymore, so when she does, AND when it happens to be in my arms, it is always photo-worthy!...



But I should have known she was sick, LOL! For the last 3 days, our little Beatle has been sick with a persistent cough, and a pretty intense fever. This afternoon, finally her fever has broken...I pray it stays that way! It has been so sad to see her laying on the couch, hour after hour, buying her train ticket to Sleepy Town. :0(

Yesterday, I did something that I have always wanted to do! For the last couple of years, I have wanted to bling out the house for an unsuspecting holiday....Valentines, St. Patrick's Day, etc. But in years past, I have not wanted to put our money towards decorations...even $5 worth. But this year, I was able to spend about $5, and surprise the littles with a St. Patrick's Day whooplah! :0)



Both of the kids were SO excited, but considering that Wyatt wasn't battling a fever, he gave the biggest reaction. :0) We spent the rest of the day enjoying festivities as well.

A fun breakfast...







...a green lunch...



...and we even had a fun dinner! Wyatt had it in his head that he wanted to bake a loaf of bread that day...so we did. And we made it green. :0)





That definitely added some much needed color to Daddy's favorite meal of Steak and Potatoes...



We ended the day with Game Night! Bea even rallied for a couple of hours, and was able to get in on the fun too!

I especially loved the serious game faces while playing Angry Birds!...







Our week was capped off by the long-awaited surprise party for Grammy Barb!



Grammy Barb is my mom's best friend. They have been best of friends since before I was born. Her family is like family to us. We all grew up together, we have all gotten married at around the same time, and now we are all having children of our own at the same time.

We were so excited to surprise her on her birthday with brunch...





My mom had put on a beautiful event...as ALWAYS! The besties embrace...



Such fun together...









A party is always more fun when you get your face painted!



So that was it for us this week. Our prayer is that Bea returns to good health in this next week. :0)

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Dear Jennifer Hudson (week 11)

Dear Jennifer Hudson,

I'm gonna make this one short and sweet...

I had an amazing time on my 10 year anniversary stay-cation! Even though we indulged in Sees Candy, and additional super delicious/rich foods, I still managed to record a loss on the scale this week at my WW meeting. I was down 3.2 pounds. I was really happy with that.

I worked out really hard in the days leading up to our celebration, I abstained from eating the food at Corvette Diner when the kiddos and I ventured there earlier in the week with friends, Rick and I shared 90% of the things we ordered on our vacation, we only ate 2 meals a day on vacation, and I'm sure running the half marathon on Sunday was favorable to my weight loss as well this week.

I'm looking forward to a great week of shedding, and shredding pounds!

My favorite quote at my WW meeting this week: "I have 2 options: I can make progress, or I can make excuses."

Your Biggest Fan,
Elizabeth

P.S. You should check out my blog sometime...www.mychubbydiary.blogspot.com...I posted a full re-cap of our vacation and my race this weekend. ;0)

Monday, March 12, 2012

Celebrating 10 years of Marriage

This past Friday...March 9th...was our 10th wedding Anniversary!

Our actual anniversary date was spent with our littles. We exchanged gifts together...



...and many cards were exchanged between the 2 of us...



...Wyatt gave us a card...



...and even Beatrice gave us a card! (I am on the left, and Rick is on the right...Beatrice explained that the "^^^^^^^^^" on top, reads, "Happy Anniversary")...



Wyatt wanted to take a picture of the happy couple (he'll give any excuse to have permission to operate the camera...and in this case, "Permission Granted!", hahahaha!)...



We then cashed in on a giftcard that was given to us at Christmas, and took the kids out for a celebratory lunch to the Cheesecake Factory! We were all looking forward to this one!





As expected, dessert was definitely the highlight of that meal...chocolate cake layered with coconut pecan icing, brownie, chocolate chip cookie dough cheesecake, and chocolate ganache...YUM!...



It was such a wonderful day spent as a family, truly appreciating everything that has been given to us over the past 10 years...our life...our littles.

On Saturday morning, we packed overnight bags for the kids...and for ourselves. But we did not share similar destinations! :0)

Auntie Jenni and Uncle Desmon were hosting our kiddos, while Rick and I got to spend the next 48+ hours alone...SOOO exciting!!!

I had made the reservations a few months ago, and we have been eagerly awaiting this weekend ever since! When we decided to stay at hotel for our Anniversary weekend, it was a no-brainer for me as to where we would be staying. The US Grant Hotel, downtown, holds a special place in my heart with regard to our relationship. I have loved this hotel for years...even before I knew Rick. I just think it's stunning. And it truly is the most luxurious hotel downtown. When we were engaged, this was the location we were planning to be married at. But to make a long story short...we skipped the big wedding whoop-la, and eloped instead. When I was pregnant with our first born, Wyatt, my mom and my sisters gave me the most extravagantly beautiful baby shower in the Crystal Room at this hotel. I was one blessed mama! So again, THIS is where we were staying for our 10 year anniversary!

In the weeks leading up to this event, every time when I would attend a fitness class, and in the heat of the most difficult breaking point of that class, the instructor would always say, "I know this is hard, but go.to.your.happy.place!!!" My "happy place" was always a vision of what this anniversary weekend would entail. During the grueling push and pull of Spin class, I always found peace when I imagined Rick and I relaxing in a beautiful...sparkling clean...quiet...hotel room. And during the struggle of my Sports Conditioning class, I would dwell on us casually walking the streets of the Gaslamp District...hand in hand...browsing through the shops...stopping for an ice cream...laughing together...the sun on our faces. Seriously, I have thought, and thought, and thought about this weekend a lot! :0)

After dropping off the kids at my sister's house on Saturday morning, we headed downtown. We arrived at our beautiful (I can't say it enough) hotel, and checked in...



As expected, our room wasn't ready yet, but that didn't really matter...I was running the San Diego Half Marathon the next morning, and so on Saturday, we needed to go to the race expo at Petco Park to pick up my race packet. This was the perfect time to get that done and out of the way.

Never once did I fantasize about the walk to Petco Park with my husband. And there was probably good reason as to why my brain never went there. Yikes. My poor hunny isn't as physically active as I am, and his idea of "fun" does not include walking 3/4 mile to a ball park, only to be pushing through massive crowds of runners and sales people. Our "peaceful" and romantic vacation was not off to a good start. He literally acquired blisters on his feet, and some minor chafing between his legs. I felt awful. :0/

Luckily, our trek back to the hotel, included a pit-stop halfway through...for lunch...at Hodad's! Our only condition on this stay-cation was to dine only at restaurants we have never been to before. And after so many positive reviews, we were SO EXCITED to eat a burger at Hodad's! Rick got a bacon cheese burger, and I had the mini cheese burger...



Oh, and we shared a half order (CRAZY!) of frings too...they were so good, but we barely made a dent in them!



During lunch, my hunny was feeling much better, lol, AND we got a call from the hotel that our room was ready...PERFECT timing! :0)

We went straight there...and made ourselves at home...





We had a beautiful room, with a BEAUTIFUL view!...





Between lunch at Hodad's and the box of Sees Candy that my sister had gifted to us, our bellies were full for the rest of the day and night! There was no need to leave our hotel room. :0)

We had such a sweet time together.

Until we were woken up by children playfully screaming in the rooms on BOTH sides of us! This screaming...and literal bouncing off of the walls went on for hours! :0(

We were so irritated. :0(

Shortly after midnight, it was All Quiet on the Western Front.

I was up and at 'em at 6am for my race (see previous blog post), and luckily for my hunny...and his sore muscles...and our disrupted sleep...he got to sleep-in for a few more hours while I was gone. :0)

And by 10am, after just running a half marathon, I was back at the hotel room, and now we were on the same playing field...we were both sore...and we were both starving! After a shower, we rallied, and headed out for brunch! :0)

We walked to a very quaint...very delicious...Cafe Chloe!





We each had our own bowl of hot chocolate with the most incredible vanilla bean whip cream...



...and we shared the Macaroni Pancetta Gratin...





Oh my word was that food so good!!!

After Sunday brunch, we walked to Horton Plaza, and just walked around the mall for a couple of hours. We bought the kids a couple of souvenirs, and then headed back to the hotel.

Who gets to take a nap at 3pm!? We do/did! That's what you can do when you don't have little ones needing your attention...and your mind is so at peace...that you can let your tired body actually drift off into sleep slumber. :0)

After our late nap, it was time to get beautified for our dinner reservation. I love everything about the process of getting dressed up. :0)

Because we hadn't eaten since brunch, we were VERY EXCITED about dinner! ;0) We were gifted a dining experience at Morton's.

We had such an amazing time at this restaurant! The service was perfection, and their attention to our special occasion was so thoughtful!!!...





We each started off with a cocktail...



...and shared the Jumbo Lump Crab Cake...



...we also shared the Classic Wedge Salad (always a fave of mine!)...



...and shared our main entree, consisting of Filet Mignon, 3 Jumbo Shrimp, 2 Scallops Wrapped in Bacon, Steamed Asparagus, and (not pictured) Sour Cream Mashed Potatoes...



The food was out of this world delicious! I have had the opportunity to eat at many fine restaurants (Donovans, Mr. A's, etc.), and putting aside traveling all of the way to Savannah, GA so you could eat at Elizabeth's on 37th, this meal at Morton's was the very best I have ever had!

After dinner, they brought us their Hot Chocolate Cake FILLED with tons of Godiva chocolate, and delicious Haagen-Dazs Ice Cream on the side...



(Yeah, my stomach is officially growling as I am remembering how amazing everything was!)

After dinner, we went back to the hotel for our final night of stay-cation. Fortunately, the kids that had sandwiched us in our room, were MUCH quieter this night, and we barely heard them at all! :0)

On Monday, we woke up and got to watch a bit of the Today Show in bed before we got up for the day...that never happens in "real life"! After that, we chose not to lounge around too much. We weighed our options, and decided to pack up and go for breakfast earlier than expected, so we would have a few hours at home, alone, before I had to go get the kiddos.

It was sad to leave our beautiful hotel room.

But those thoughts were soon forgotten over breakfast, LOL! Our final meal downtown was at Richard Walkers Pancake House. A friend had recommended this restaurant to us, and in one of the magazines in our hotel room, there was a segment about this restaurant with a picture of some of their menu items. We could not wait to taste our very own Apple Pancake (with Granny Smith Apples, and Pure Saigon Cinnamon Glaze)...



It was OH.MY.WORD. delicious!!! We shared that, and we shared an order of Potato Pancakes...MMMMMMMMMM...



It was a perfect ending to our downtown adventure.

Even though Saturday started off (well, and with the hotel-kid-factor, even ended) rough, Sunday and Monday more than made up for our slow start, and we both had such a great time! I can't remember the last time I spent so much undivided attention with my husband. It was wonderful! When I went to pick up the kids from my sister's house, I also had to do my new "usual" of watching her kiddos for a few hours while she goes to work, and until Desmon gets home. And during those 3 hours, while I was watching all of the kids, I had this longing to be with Rick. I missed him. As dumb as it sounds, I even got choked up at one point thinking about how much I missed him. (Gag me, I know!)

I am sure at some point this week those emotions will subside. I will get caught up in meal making, Weight Watchers point counting, hustling to the gym...to piano lessons...to dance lessons...to church 3 different times...etc.

But for right now, I'm going to relish the memories in my head, the feelings in my heart, and the slippers that are on my feet...